Us sapne me jo kuch bhi hua tha, wo mujhe bahot acha lag rha tha. Aur main real life me aisa kuch hone ka dream dekhti rehti. Kher kafi dino tak mere aur Arjun ke bich me kuch bhi nhi hua, aur na hi Ishi ke sath kuch hua.
Hum study me busy ho chuke the, sath me aage nationals ke liye bhi practice karne lag gye. Boys aur girls ka wahan venus alag alag tha, toh is baar pichli baar ki tarah kuch nhi hua.
Sab kuch pehle jese hi ho gya tha, wese main pehle se thodi badal gyi thi. Mujhe ladko ko line marne me aur unke maje lene me intrest aane lag gya tha.
Class ke ladko ke sath gappe marne me bhi mujhe jyada maja aane lag gya. Study se mera dhayan thoda kam hone lag gya tha, fir ek din ki baat hai. School me koi program chalr ha tha.
Sab log auditorium me baithe hue the. Maina ur meir ek friend washroom use karne ke liye bahar aayi. Kuch der bad ek chhote se bache se mujhe ek letter diya aur btaya ki ye use Sid bhayia ne diya hai.
Main us time akeli thi, aur Nisha washroom me thi. maine sab jagah dekha par whan koi nhi tha. Par ground me sid ek tree ke niche baitha hua tha, aur wo mujhe dekh rha tha.
Maine us bache se wo letter le liya, aur Nisha ke aane ka main wait karne lag gyi. Fir hum wapis se auditorium me aa kar baith gye, maine pocket se wo letter nikal aur use padhne lag gyi.
Sid mujhse ek class junior hai, aur wo bahot hi samjhadar aur acha aur cute ladka hai. Mujhe exact toh yaad nhi hai, par shayad usne letter me aisa kuch likha tha.
Hi, mujhe pata hai aaj kal kya ho gya hai. Na chahte hue bhi mujhe har jagah aap hi najar aati ho, aapko dekh loon toh mujhe sukoon sa milta hai. Kafi dino se aapko is bare me batana chahta tha.
Par aapke samne aate hi, pata nhi kyo bina bole hi main side se nikal jata tha. Ab mera study me man nhi lagta, din bhar sirf aapko hi dekhne ka man karta hai. aur sirf isi se mera pet bhi bhar jata hai.
Raat me bhi sote time main yehi sab sochta hun, ki main kal pakka baat karunga. Par aapki personality ke karan mujhe bahot dar lagta hai, ki aap khin gussa na ho jao.
Mujhe aapse milna hai, aur baat karni hai. Kal Sunday hai aur dopher ko activity ke time agar aap free ho toh hum mil skate hai. Please is bare me kisi ko mat btana, aur agar kuch baat nhi karni toh koi baat nhi.
Letter padhte hi mujhe samjh aa gya, ki ye toh love letter hai. Aur Sid ka mujhe par crush hai, wo bahot hi cute aur smart handsome ladka tha. Main toh khud shock me thi, kyoki aaj pehli baar mujhe kuch special feel ho rha tha.
School khatam ho gya, aur hum hostel me aa gye. Sab ne rest kiya par main bar bar us letter ko padh rhi thi. Mujhe toh Sid se aaj hi baat karni thi, aur wo bhi abhi karni thi.
Evening study class ka time ho gya, ye class sirf hostel ke bache ke liye hi hoti thi. Sab ki classes school building me hi hoti thi. Sab whan aa gye, humare teacher aaj absent the.
Toh humari classs me koi padhane wala nhi tha, aur self study ke naam par hum sab masti karne lag gye. Yahan whan ghumte hue mujhe Sid wahin par dikh gya.
Wo akela hi kain ja rha tha, maine usko rukne ko bola par wo ruka nhi. main bhag kar uske pass gyi, wo sharama rha tha aur wo ankhen niche karke khada ho gya.
Main – Hii.
Sid – Hii.
Main – Kya hu, uper kyo nhi dekh rhe ho?
Sid – Aise hi.
Main – Chal sidhiyo me kuch baat karni hai.
Sid kuch nhi bola aur fir main boli – Come please.
Fir hum dono sidhiyon me chale gye, wo safe jagah thi. Whan hum dono koi bhi nhi dekh skata tha.
Main – Class nhi gaye aaj?
Sid – Man nhi ha.
Main – Teacher ki daant lagegi toh.
Sid – Maine nausea hone ka bol diya tha sir ko, unhone mujhe chutti de di hai.
Main – Sach me tabyit kharab hai?
Sid – Nhi.
Main – Acha toh excuse mar liya, ruk main abhi sir ko batati hun.
Sid fir se kuch nhi bola aur fir main boli – Ok nhi bataungi.
Wo fir se kuch nhi bola toh main boli – Acha wo letter me kya tha?
Sid – Kon sa letter?
Main – Wo hi wala jo tumne us bache se bhijwaya tha.
Sid – Nhi, maine koi letter nhi diya.
Main – Acha ek complain karungi aur sab sach sach nikal jayega.
Sid – Wese bhi aaj kal time kharab chal rha hai, kuch nhi kar do shikayat.
Main – Sid I’m serious, wo letter tumne likha tha?
Sid – Haan.
Main – Kya tha usme?
Sid – Pad lo, pata chal jayega.
Main – Nhi, maine padha tha par mujhe samjh nhi aaya kuch.
Sid – Mujhe bhi kuch samjh nhi aaya, main kya likha tha.
Main – Main padh ke sunau.
Sid – Nhi.
Main – Fir kyo likha?
Sid – Aapse baat karni thi isliye.
Main – Bato aisa kya hai, jo letter likh kar baat karni pade.
Sid – Mujhe aap achi lagti ho.
Main – Kya?
Sid – Wo hi, aap mujhe achi lagi ho. Main har time aapke bare me hi sochta hun, har time aapko dekhne ki koshish karta rehta hun. Beshak main khin bhi hun, school me, playing time me, assembly me, mess me, study clases me har jagah.
Mujhe aap se pyar ho gya hai Bhavya di, main aapko nhi dekhun toh ajeeb sa lagta hai. Jab kabhi aap subah breakfast karne nhi aati, toh meri ankhen sirf aapko hi dhundti hai. Man nhi lagta jab tak aap mujhe dikh na jao. Main pagal ho gya hun, please aaj kuch karo.
Main – Kitna bolte ho yaar, aram se bolo, relax, cool, kisne sikhaya ye sab?
Sid – Aap hi ne.
Main – Maine sikahya hmm.
Sid – Aur kya, aap hai hi aisi ki mujhse raha hi nhi jata.
Sid ki ankhon se ansu aane lage the, me ye sab baten janti thi. Main usko kafi dino se notice kar rhi thi, ki wo muje dekhta hai. Aur mujhe bhi us se kuch attraction hone lag gyi thi.
Main – It’s ok par tum ro kyo rhe ho?
Sid – Aise hi aapko main pasand kar skata kya?
Main – Look, aisa hota hai aap kisi ko is umar me like karne lagte ho. Control bhi nhi hota, ye achi baat hai kisi ke liye feeling aati hai. Par tumhe pata hai mere bare me, main aisa kuch bhi nhi kar skati.
Kyoki mera bhai yahin hai, usko pata chal gya toh. Aur aisa nhi hai, ki main tumhari feeling ki kadar nhi karti. Par you know main love shove me nhi padna chahti. We can be friends if you want..?
Main apna hath aage badhaya usne hath mila liya, aur fir wo whan se chala gya. Mera man toh usko haan karne ka tha, par main thoda resist karne ka socha. Isliye ki agar ghar walo ko pata chal gya, toh mera kya hoga.
Main toh khush thi, ki kisi ne mujhe propose kiya hai. Main happily class me aa gyu, uske baad maine 3-4 din tak Sid ko school me nhi dekha. Kahin se pata chala ki wo ghar gya hai, koi shadi vagera thi uske ghar me.
Wo wapiss aa chuka tha, par wo mujhe ab kuch badla badla sa lagne lag tha. Wo ab chup chap hi rehta tha, na hi wo khin ghumta tha, aur hi kuch karta tha.
Yahan tak ki wo mujhse bhi najar nhi milta tha, main kafi bar uske pass se nikalti thi par wo mujhe bina dekhe hi nikal jata tha. Kafi dino tak aisa chalta rha, ek din jab wo panni pine aaya hua tha.
Aur main bhi coincidence whan aa gyi, wo whan se jane laga tha. Tabhi mujhe pata nhi kya hua, maine uska hath pakad kar use wapis khinch liya. Aur Sid ko diwar ke pass le ja kar main sidhe uske lips par kiss karne lag gyi.
Aur whan se nikalar wapis main class me aa gyi, mujhe pata nhi us time kya hua tha. Par shayad ye hi main chahti thi, us din ke baad hum jab bhi milte the.
Toh chupke se ek dusre ko dekhte rehte the, hum ko bahot acha lagta tha. Hum dheere dheere milne bhi lag gye, ek dusre ki taraf smile karte the. Sab kuch thik ho gya tha.
Humari padhai aur romance kafi acha chal rha tha. Ab ki baar maine usko propose kiya, usne mujhe ek pyara sa pillow type heart gift kiya. Hum chupke chupke milne lag gye, ek dusre ki tarif karne lag gye.
Mujhe abhi yaad hai, usne mujhe kabhi touch tak nhi kiya tha. Main hi uska hath pakadti thi, aur usko hug karne ki koshish karti thi. Par wo humesha safe distance hi maintain karta tha.
Mujhe uski is quality se bahot secure feel hota tha, main us par marne lagi thi. Main raa me bhi usse phone par baaten karne lag gyi thi. Par kisi ko humare bare me bilkul bhi pata nhi chala.
Ab humari winter vacation chalu hone wali thi, last day school me annual program tha. Mera aaj kisi bhi haal me, uske sath kuch karne ka man tha. Mujhe me ek alag si tadap jaag uthi thi, main bhi program me perform karne wali thi.
Mere whan par do dance the, ek Rajasthani dance aur ek finale Sid koi bhi program me nhi tha. Par kuch other duty me lage hue the.
Mera pehla dance khatam hone ke baad, main free thi. Ab sirf finale dance baaki tha, jo last me hona tha. Maine usko milne ke liye kafi baar ishara kiya, par wo busy tha.
Ab final hone me 3 hi program baki thi, par wo ab bhi nhi aa paya tha. Usko nhi pata tha, ki main kuch khass kaam ke liye bula rhi hun. Usne mujhe kafi wait karwaya, ab mujhe apna plan fail hota lag rha tha.
Fir maine ek chhoti si ladki ko bola ki Bhaya Sid ko stage ke piche bhejna hai. Sid aa gya, meri ankhon me jaan aa gyi. Maine usko mere piche aane ka ishara kiya.
School building puri khali thi, Ishita bhi finale me dance karne wali thi. Maine usko bathroom jane ko bol kar main whan se nikal gyi. Usko mere plan ke bare me kuch nhi pata tha.
Par usne humara ishara pakad liya tha, par maine use sambhal liya aur usko kuch pata nhi chala. Main school ke third floor par gyi, aur bathroom ke pass wale room me ghu gyi. Sid ke ander aate hi main door lock kar diya.
To be continued…