Aamar naam Aalo. Kolkata te thaki. Ei golpoti suru hoi jakhon aamar boyosh aathereo. Sobe joubone pa diyechi. Nijer sorirer dike najor porle bhison abhiman hoto bhagabaner upor. Karon, amar gaayer rang kaalo. Kaalo holey o aamar sorir er gothon besh bhalo, mai duto maajhri roop niyeche. Kintu ta sottyo aamar boyoshi onnyo meyeder maton aamar kono chele bandhu jotey ni. Taar kaaron, amar uchhota matro 5′. Kono cheleyi aamar maton ekti kaalo aar bête meye ke niye ghure berate bodh hoye lojja peto. Baarir sabai amake niye khub chintito chilo, amar biye niye.
Amar dui dada, borda Kamal, amar theke 5 bochor er baro ebong chorda Tushar, amar theke 3 bachorer baro chilo. Amar ekti choto bhai o chilo, Shyamal, amar theke 2 bachorer choto. Baba rail e kaj korten. Ma ghore thakto aar amake niye chinta korto. Aami sobe school er gandi par hoye college e uthechi. Raasta diye titkiri sunte petam, ‘kali jachhe’ bole. Nijer upor aastha chilo na. Ei bhabei aamar jibon par hochillo.
Thik takhon aamar jibone dui ti ghatana ghote. Ek aattiyer biye barite giye chilam. Sekhane aalap hoi babar bhaijhir sathe. Babar Bhaijhi, Samparke aamar jethtuto didi, kintu bayose maa er boyosi. Eto din ora banglar baire chilo, sobe Kolkata te eseche. Onar chele Rahul khub handsome dekhte. Chordar boyosi. Baire thake. College er pora sesh kore eseche. Dekhlam dada aar chordar saathe khoob mishe gelo. Dadar saathe chakrir bajar niye kotha bolche. Rahul ke dekhe keno jani na aamar buker bhitor ekta jamat betha anubhob korlam.
Biye barir theke phire asar din dui por, aamar ek bandhobi, Dola, aamake taader barite daklo. Dola aamar theke dui bachorer baro, kintu aamra eksaathe school e portam. School er gondi sesh hobaar por, dujone aalada aalada college e bhorti hoi. Kintu aamader bondhutto komey ni. Dolar baba ma praey baire jeto sara din er jonno, tai oder barite aamra dujon miley khub golpo kortaam. Dujon dujon ke sob boltam. Aamader priyo bishoy chilo sex, Dolar bhaashay, ‘choda chudir golpo’. Nijeder sorir ullongo koreo eke apor ke dekhiye chi. Sex niye aamra khub aalap aalochona kortam. Dola aamake bolechilo je o kumari noy, teen char jon er saathe sex o koreche. Aamio utshaaer saathe okey jigyesh kore chilam, “Kaar saathe re?”
Dola haste haste bolechilo, “Aache re aamar du teen jon naagor aache, jaader daakle eshey aamar jounno khida mitiye daye.”
Aami aabar jigyesh korlaam, “Prothom kobe korli?”
Dola bolechilo, “Aaj theke praye du bachor aage.”
“Kaar saathey?” aami prosno korechilaam.
Kichukhon chup kore theke Dola bolechilo, “Kauke bolbi na to?”
Aami bolechilaam, “Ma Kalir dibyee, kauke bolbo na.”
Dola ektu ektu michki haasi mukhey ene bollo, “Aamar mama aamar gudey taar baara dhukiye aamar gud phaatiyeche.”
Sune obaak hoye gelam. Bollam, “Tor mama? Se to onek boyosko.”
Dola bollo, “Taate ki hoyeche, se je bhaabe aamake baarar sukh diyeche, jowan chelerao taar dhaare kaache jai na. Jowan chele gulo to meye dekhleyi henglaar maton jhaapiye porey aar sudhu nijer sukh tai upobhog korey jato taratari parey paalaye. Aamader meyedero je kichu sex upobhog korar aachey bojhey na.”
Dola aaro bollo, “Mama ekhono sujog pele aamake chude deye. Aamio mamar kaache chodon khete bhaalo baashi. Ta chaara mama aamake anek rakom bhabe choda chudi kora sikhiyeche.”
Dola aamake taar sex er ovigyotaar golpo bolto. Segulo niye jokhon charcha korto takhon aamar uttejona barto. Ek bar dukhho kore bole chilam aamar mato kalo meyer saathe kono chele sex korbey na. Dola saahosh jugiye chilo aamake, bolechilo or mama ke ba or boy friend ke bole aamar jonno ekti chele jogar kore debe. Se sob dui maash aager kotha, mone o chilo na.
Sakal 10 ta nagad Dola der baari giye dekhi dola eka, or baba ma Asansol giyeche. Raatre phirbe. Dolar Baba Ma prayee jay Asansol e kono kaaje. Aamake dekhe Dola jorie dhorlo aar bollo aaj khub moja hobe. Dekhlam khabar toiri. Khabar er poriman dekhe jigyesh korlam, “He re Dola, eto khabar korechis keno.”
Dola haaslo aar bollo, “aamar aro bandhu ra aasche, aisle tor saathe aalap koriye debo.”
Dui glass sarbot niye ese aamar samne boslo, aamake ekta glass dilo. Glass e chumuk diye kemon jeno jhajhalo mone holo. Jigyesh korlam, “Eta ki re?”
“Kheye ne, dekhbi bhalo lagbe.” Dola bollo.
Glass sesh kore amar kemon lagchilo. Sara sorir jeno garam anubhob korchilam. Uthte ichhe korchilo na. Dola ke bollam. Dola aar ek glass sarbot niye eshe dilo aar aamake praye jor kore khaye dilo.
Aar bollo, “toiri thak aaj toke kumari meyer theke paripurno mohilate parinato kore debo.”
Kotha ta sune moner bhitor bhison bhoy korte laaglo, bollam, “Ei Dola, ki jaata bolchis, aami kichu korbo na, aami baari jaachi.” Uthey daarate gelaam, toley pore jaachilaam, Dola dhore odeyr sofar upor bosiye dilo. Dola bollo, “Eto bhoy paachis keno, aamar duto bandhu aasche, chele bandhu, ora aamader dujon ke chudbe, bhoy ki, aage tui dekh ora aamake ki bhaabe chode, taar por tui chodaas, dekhbi bhison bhaalo laagbe, khub moja paabi.”
Sara sarir eliye pore chilo. Ekta abosh bhab. Chokh duto aapna aapni bujhe jaachillo, haath pa o naarate paarchilaam na. Dola aamar paase boslo, aamar buker upor theke saarir aachol ta soriye aamar dudh dutoke tipte laaglo. Sorir er bhitor kemon ekta sihoron jaaglo. Mukhey tao bollam, “Dola, ki korchis, chere de.” Aamar haath pa naarate paarchilam na, bhison bhaari bhaari laagchilo. Dola kichu na boley aamar blouse er hook gulo khule, bra er upor diye aamar dudu dutoke chotkaate laaglo. Bollo, “Dekh, meyeder dudu tiple kirokom sorirer modhye uttejona hoi, aar guder bhetor garam sokto baara dhukle, sukh e sukh.”
Calling bell er awoaaje, Dola uthlo. Tatokhone aamar bra o khule phelechilo Dola. Aamar dudu duto phule uthechilo Dolar tepa tipite. Mai er bota gulo sokto hoye daariye chilo. Sob dekhte paarchilaam, anubhob korte paarchilaam, kintu sorir ta bhison bhaari bhaari laagchilo, naara chaara korte paarchilaam na. Khola buk niyei sofar upor eliye chilaam.
Kichu khon pore dekhi duti chele eseche. Dola ekti cheleke jorie dhore chumu khete laglo. Cheletio Dolar dhaasa mai dutoke chotkate laaglo. Onnyo cheletio Dolake pechon theke joriye or saara sorir er upor haath bolaate laaglo. Dujone miley Dolar salwar kameej khule phello. Bra aar panty pora abosthey Dola chele dutoke thaamte bollo. Odeyr haat dhore aamar kache niye elo. Etokhon chele duto aamake dekhte paye ni. Ebar ardha ullongo ekti meye dekhe du joney jeno anonde ullashey aatyohaara. Jigyesh korlo, “Maal ti ke Dola darling?”
Dola heshe bollo, “Aamar bondhu, aaj porjonto kumaari aache, kono dino chodan khaye ni, tomaader kaache aaj prothom chodon khaabe. Tobey aaste aaste koro, okey aami sorboter modhey ashudh khaiye diyechi, taai o naara chaara korte paarche na.”
Duto cheleyi aamar dikey takiye haaslo. Ekjon aamar paase ese boslo. Dudu dutor upor haath bolaalo. Aamar sorir e jeno kono sakti chilo na. Aamar saarir aachal ti matite lutiye chilo. Mukh diye sudhu ekti awaj berolo – ‘na’. Cheleti aamake kole kore niye bichana te niye aaslo. Sekhane niye amar sorir theke sob kapor chopor khule phello. Aamake sompurno nangto kore dilo. Dola o dekhlam puro nangto hoye aamar paase suye porlo. Bhison bhoy korchilo, Khali ‘Na, Na,’ bolchilam kinto haat pa narabar sakti chilo na.
Chele duto o taader kaapor chopor khule nangto hoye gelo. Ei prothom aami kono prapto boyoshko cheler baara dekhlaam. Ekti chele aamar mai duto ke jore jore aata makhar maton dolchilo. Pagoler maton chumu khachillo aamake aar aamar dudher mai duto chuschilo. Aami takhono nara chaara korte paarchilam na, oshaar hoye porey chilaam. Cheleti aamar sorir er upor chore aamake chumu khelo, aamar thoth chuslo jore jore, kintu aamar kono protikriya na dekhe cheleti aamake chere uthlo aar bollo, “Ekebaare moraar maton porey aachey re. Mora chudete ki kaaro bhaalo laage? Dola rani, katokhon ei maal ti morar maton porey thaakbe.”
Dola aamar paase suye annyo cheletir baara ti mukhye niye chuschilo. Dwitiyo cheleti aamake chere, Dolar kaache giye dollar ekti mai chooste laaglo, aar dudu chotkate laaglo. Kichokhon por cheleti Dolar dudu chere Dolar komor dhore tene, okey haatur aar haater upor bhor diye paacha uchhu kore raakhlo. Dola takhono prothom cheletir baara jeeb diye chat chilo aar mukher modhey niye chuschilo. Cheleti Dolar maatha dhore or mukher modhey baara ta dhokaachillo aar baar korchilo.
Dwitiyo cheleti ebar Dolar gude angul dhukye naarate laaglo. Du teen minute por cheleti Dolar pechone haatu gore bosey, or baara ti diye Dolar gudey ghoste laaglo. Baaraati phule sokto hoye chilo. Dola ek haath pechone kore cheletir baarati dhore, or guder bhetor jaayga maton laagiye dilo aar cheleti Dolar komor dhore ek dhaaka dilo. Dekhlaam Dolar guder bhetor cheletir baara ti praye sampurno dhuke giyeche.
Duti chele takhon Dolake jaapte dhore jouno khelate matto. Dola o uttejito bhaabe ekti cheler baara chuse jaachillo aar onnyo cheletir chodon upobhog korchilo. Adbhut sob awaj korchilo teen jone mile. Aami takhono oshaar hoye pore chilaam aar dekh chilaam odeyer choda chudi. Je cheleti Dola ke diye taar baara chosaachillo, hotaath Dolar chuler muthi dhore jore chechiye uthlo. Saara sorir kempe uthlo. Dolar thoter theke saada saada ki sob chuiye porchilo. Cheleti taar baara Dolar mukh theke baar korlo, aar songe songe Dolar chokhe mukhe cheletir birjyo ros chitke eshye porlo pichkirir maton. Cheletir birjyo ros pora bandho hoteyi, Dola cheletir baarati ek haath diye dhore, jeeb diye chete poriskar korte laaglo.
Takhono onnyo cheleti pechon theke Dolar guder modhye taar baarati ekbaar dhokhaache aar ekbaar ber korche. Dolar mukhey jeno ekta triptir haasi. Cheletir songe paala diye nijer paacha dolaache aar chodon khaache. Gola diye gongaanir awaaj.
Je cheletir baara Dola chuse diyechilo, se ebaar aamar kaache eshye aamar mai tipte laaglo. Aamar aabar bhison bhoy korte laaglo. Cheleti aamar thoter upor taar thoth rekhe aamake chumu khete laaglo aar tar jeev aamar mukher bhitor dhokaabar chesta korte laaglo. Anek kostey nijer mukhta soriye phellaam. Cheleti aamar buker upor bosey taar baara ta aamar dudher khaajer bhitor ghoste laaglo aar dui haath diye dudh dutoke chepe dhorlo taar baarar upor. Jore jore baara ta saamne pechone korte laaglo aamar dudh duto chepe dhore. Baarata aabar biraat baro aar sokto hoye giyechilo. Aamar dudh gulo betha korchilo, aami sudhu chere dite bolchillaam, kaandchillaam, kintu aamar kotha keu sunchilo na.
Itimodheye je cheleti Dola ke chud chilo, jore ekta awaj kore Dolar guder modhye taar birjyo phele dilo. Dola o jore haapaate haapaate ekta gongaanir maton awaj kore saara sorir eliye suye porlo. Cheleti ebar aaste aaste taar baara ti Dolar guder theke ber korey aamar dike taakiye Dolar paase suye porlo. Aamar buker upor prothom cheleta takhono aamar dudur khaaje baara ta rekhe saamne pechone naaraachilo.
Ei kore praye 20 minute paar hoye gelo. Aaste aaste aamar ghor kete jaachilo, haate paaye ektu ektu bol phire aaschilo, aar thik taakhon cheleti jorey aamar dudur bota duto dhore chepe jeno chimti kaatlo. Bethay gola diye gonganeer awaj beriye gelo aar cheleti taar sob birjyo pichkirir maton phele dilo. Aamar mukhye, maathaye aar bukey or birjyo ros chitke porey maakha maakhi hoye gelo. Jor kore haath diye cheletike sorabar chesta korlaam. Dwitiyo cheleti takhon uthey bosey bollo, “Aarey, meyeta jegey utheche re, Dola oth, chepe dhor maal ta ke, aami chudbo.”
Dola uthe aamar pa dutoke bhaj kore aamar buker dui paase tene dhorlo. Aamar buker upor thekey prothom cheleti ebaar aamr maather kaache bosey maathata dhore jor korey taar birjyo maakha baarata ghoste laaglo aamar thoter upor. Kichu bojhar aagey dwitio cheleti tar baara ti aamar joni te ghoste laglo. Nijeke kichutei charate parchilam na. Teen jone mile chepe dhorechilo aamake. Hotath aamar jonir bhitor sanghatic bheta anubhob korlam, jeno ekta churi diye aamake keu chire diyeche. Chechiya uthlam…. tar por aar kichu mone nei….. aami gyan haralam.
Du ek baar ektu gyan phire chilo. Prothom baar jokhon gyaan phirlo, takhon anubhob korlam chele duto aamar sorir niye jouno khelay matto. Ek jon aamar jonir modhye taar baara dhukiye bhison jore jore thaap maarche aar aamar dudu dutoke khaamche rekheche. Aar ekta chele or baara ta aamar mukher modhye dhokabaar chesta korche aar aamar chool dhore taanche. Oder pasur mato attyachar aami sojhya korte parchilam na aar aabar gyan haralam.
Ditiyo baar jokhon gyan phirlo, dekhi Dola Cheet hoye suye aache, ekti chele or mukher upor haatu gorey bosey nijer baara ta Dolar mukher modhye dhokaache aar baar korche. Dola cheletir paacha aakre dhore aache. Dwitiyo cheleti Dolar pa dutoke nijer kaandher upor rekhe, Dolar guder modhye taar baara ta dukhiye jore jore thaap merey Dolake chudche.
Hotath je cheleti Dolar mukhye baara dhokaachillo, dekhlo je aami taakiye aachi, Dolar mukher theke baara ber kore aamar kaache aaslo. Aamake ulto kore suiye, komor uthiye dhorlo aar or baara ta aamar paachar modhye dhokaabar chesta korlo. Aami kichu bojhar aageyee, dola duto baalish aamar peter niche raakhlo aar cheleti taar baara ebaar aamar paachar phuto te dhukiye bhison jore ekta dhaaka dilo. Aabar bethaye aami gyan haaralam.
Puro puri gyan jokhon phirlo, aami takhon puro puri nangto abasthaye suye aachi. Amar tol pete, joni ebong pachar daar e bhison bhetha, sara sarir e aathar maton ki sab lege aache. Bujhlam birjyo. Bichaanate aar aamar jaange rokter daag. Dudu doto phule aache. Thot duto o phola mone holo. Dola paase bose aache. Se o nangto. Garam jal diye aamar joni o pachar dar e sekh dichhe. Aaste aaste uthe boslam, Dola ke bollam, “e ki korli tui?”
Dola Haaslo aar bollo, “Tui to chodon khete giye ogyan hoye geli re, moja ta ter e peli na, Tobe aami aaj bhison enjoy korechi, dujone mile ja chodon dilo na, aaahhhhh, sorir er sob jaala mitiye dilo. Eto bhoy paas na, relax korte sekh, dekhbi sex er ki moja.” ekta tablet diye bollo, “kheye ne, betha aar phola kome jabe.”
Aami kath putuler maton tablet ta kheye nilam.
Dola aabar ekta tablet diye bollo, “etao kha, bachha pete aasbe na.”
Bhoyete siure uthlam ebong kandte suru korlam.
Dola aamake joriye dhore bollo, “aamader maton kalo meyeder keu bhalo basbe na re, aamder ei rakam bhabei sorirer chahida metate hobe.” Kichukhon chup kore theke aabar bollo, “Tokey peye dujone pagoler matan chudeche. Khali tokey noy, aamakeo pashur maton chudeche. Ora je paancha o chudbe bhabi ni. Ekjon aamake jorkore dhore rekhechilo, annyo jon aamar paancha chudeche. Or hoye jaabar por ditiyo jon aamar paacha chudeche.” Aami Dolar dike phal phal kore takiye chilam, Dola bole jachillo, “Tui to ogyan chilli bole sudhu ekjon tor paacha chudeche. Aamar ponde o aaj prothom baara dhuklo. Aamar pond ta to dujone baara dhukie chire diyeche. Haat te asubhidha hochhe, Tobey aami ananda peyechi. Tui o er por aanando pabi. Dara khabar niye aaschi, aanek bela hoyeche.”
Ki bhabe khabar khelam mone nei. Bathroom e jete kosto hochhilo. Dola dhore dhore niye gelo. Gyeser e garam jol kore rekhe chilo, garam jol e snan kore ektu aaram pelam. Dola Joni te aar pachar daar e malam ghose dilo. Nijer kapor chopor pore tairi hoye nilam. Sorirer betha ekhono acche. Dola cha kore dilo, khelam.
Dola aamake hotath 1500 taka diye bollo, “eta tor, chele duto aamader chude aananda peyeche bole eto gulo taka diye giyeche. Mot 3000 taka, tor ardhek, aamar ardhek.”
Raage, ghennaye sara sorir ri ri kore uthlo.
Dola ke bollam, “Tui taka diye nijer sorir bikri korli?”
Dola Bollo, “Aamader maton meyeder e chara kono upay nei. Jouboner aanondo o upobhog kar aabar taka o kama.”
Taka ta Dolar mukher upor chure phele kono rakome odeyer baari theke beriye aslam. Sara sorir klanto ebong ektu betha betha o lag chilo. Ekta rickshaw niye baarir dike raona dilam. Bhoye o pachhilam, baarite Jodi bujhe phele? Sedin aamar bhagya bhalo chilo, load shedding chilo, tai keu bujhte pareni aamar abastha. Maatha bethar naam kore tara tari kheye bichana te giye suye porlam. Klantite kakhon ghumie porechilam ter pai ni.
Sokaale uthe nijer boi niye boslam. Boi niye bosai saar, khali nijer upor ghenna hochhilo. E ki hoye gelo aamar jibone? Aami ekta beshyar theke kom ki? Na, nijeke Santana di, aami nije kichu kori ni, ora aamake rape koreche, kintu aabar bhablam aamari to dosh, Dolar maton meyer saathe bandhutto kora. Na, nijeke sakto korlam. Biye na hoi na hobe, saara jibon eka kaatiye debo. Kono rakome nijer paaye darate hobe.
Bikele, bandhur baari jaachhi boley, college er kachhe ekti lady doctor bosey, tar kache gelam. Er aageo dui ek bar onar kachey college theke aamra meyera dhekhate aastam. Doctor didi ke aaste aaste maatha nichu kore bollam, “Didi birth control er oshud chai, gato kal aghatan ghote giyeche ekta.”
Doctor didi aamar dike aanekhon takiye bollo, “Tomar to ekono kochi boyosh, sobye 18 bochor hoyeche, tai na? Ekhoni tumi sex korte suru korle? College e to sobe bhorti hole, jibon to ekhon sobe suru, chelera to tomake niye khela korche bujho na?”
Aami chup kore roilam. Doctor didi aabar bollo, “Nijeke sambhlao, chelegulo keu tomake biye korbe na, khali bodnaam hobey tomar, tomar bhalor jonno bolchi.”
Aamake tar chamber er bichanay suiye sara sorir parikha korlo.
Gombhir hoye bollo, “tomake ki keu rape koreche?”
Aami chup kore chilam.
Doctor didi bolte laglo, “Eirokom omanusik bhabe tomake chire kheyeche aar tumi chup kore aacho. Police e khabor dao. Jodi tumi khabor na dao aami police dakchi.”
Aami didir haath dhore kende phellam aar sampurno ghatonata bollam.
Kandte kandtei bollam, “police e parbo na janate. Baba ma jaanle more jabo. Aapni bachan.”
Doctor didi anek khon chup kore theke bollo, “thik aache, kintu oi meyetir kaache aar konodin jabe na. Aamake oi meyetir barir thikana ta dao, aami dekhi okeyo bachate pari kina ei janowar gulor haath theke.”
Dolar barir thikana dilam. Oshudh niye bari phirlam.
Bhoy chilo pete bachha asbe na to, na ashud kheyechi, kichhu hobe na. Chele duto aabar kono rakom bipode phelbe na to? Bhagaban bachao. Ei sob chinta korte korte char din paar hoye gelo. Manoshik dik theke ei char diney aamio nijeke saamle nilam. Aaro du din pore hotath sokal 10ta nagad Rahulda aamader baari ese hazir. Ami aar lojjaye ghar theke beroi ni. Rahulda o besikhon thaake ni. Dada ke niye kothay beriye gelo. Bikele Dada eka pherot elo. Ma ke bollo, Rahul er songe giye koyekta karkhana te chakrir abedan diye eseche. Dada Rahuldar khub prosongsha korlo. Aabar keno jani na aamar buker bhetor ekta jamat betha uthlo.
Sedin raatre swapno dekhlam, aami aar Rahulda kono ekta baagane bosye aachi. Rahuldar haath aamar pithye, aamar matha rahuldar kandhye. Dujone dujonar dikye takiye aachi. Ghum bhenge gelo. Aami ghamachhilam. E ki chinta aamar. Kothay Rahulda aar kothay aami. Rahulda koto handsome, forsha, praye 5′ 8″ lamba, aar aami ekta kalo meye, matro 5′ lamba. Chi ki aaje baje chinta korchi. Tar upor samporke aami or maasi hoi. O aamar bon-po. Aamar maatha kharap hoye giyeche. Na, aaje baaje chinta aar korbo na. Kintu aar ghumote parlam na. Khaali swapnor kotha mone pore jachhilo.
Rahulda 10 – 12 din antar prayei aasto. Sokale 10 ta nagad. Dadar saathe bosto. Kakhono kakhono chordar saatheo bosto. Aamake dekhle sudhu kemon aacho jigyesha korto. Besi kichu katha aamake bolto na. Dada aar chordar saathe beriye jeto chakrir khoje.
Ek din Rahulda eshe chilo, Dada aar chordar saathe ki kotha hochhilo, aami cha niye ghore dhukhchilam, jakhon sunlam Rahulda bolche, “Nijer mone confidence raakho. Parbo. Chestar kono truti raakhbo na. Thik safal hobo jibone. Emon kono kaaj nei jeta aamra korte parbo na. Sudhu nijer upor biswas raakho, Nijer mone confidence aano. Ekta mone jed dharo, Aami chai, aaday kore charbo.”
Aami haa kore kotha gulo sunchilam. Cha diye aaste aaste ghar theke beriye gelam. Mone mone chinta korlam, jed, aamar chai, confidence, parbo, biswas rakho, kintu ki chai? Rahuldar bhalobasha…. chi, aabar e ki ja ta chinta korchi? Kintu ki korbo, aami ki Rahulda ke bhalo baste suru korechi? Sarata din buker modhye ekta jwaala niye katalam.
Adhir hoye opekhya kortam kobye Rahulda aasbe. Aami jeno ekbar chokher dekha peleyi saanti petam. Bujhtam eta aamar ek tarafa bhalo basha. Ei bhalobashar parinam je oti bhayanak bujhtam tobu mone mone aami Rahuldar swapno dekhtam. Aamar Rahuldar proti prem jeno din din bere jete laglo. Kintu Rahulda ekbarer jonnyo o ei kaalo meyer dike phire o takalo na.
Dekhte dekhte ekta bachar paar hoye gelo. Hotath ek din Dadar naame chithi aaslo, State electricity board e dadake apprenticeship er jonno join korte boleche. Ek bachor apprenticeship er pore chakri. Barite eto din pore jeno ekta khusir khabor peye sabai lafa lafi suru korlo. Dada bolte laglo Rahul er jonnoi ei chakrita sambhab hoyeche. Rahul nije jor kore form bhore chilo dadar jonno. Dada ke study material jogar kore diye chilo parikhya te jaate pass korte pare. Dada, chorda, dui joney Rahuldar khub prosangsha korte laglo. Baba Ma o Rahuldar khub guno gaan korlo. Aamar buker bhitor jeno garbe phule uthlo. Misti niye Dada aar chorda chole gelo Rahuldar bari.
Dadar training Kolkata tei chilo, tai Barir thekei jatayat korto. Dadar chakri hoye jabar por Rahuldar aasa jaoya o kome gelo. Dui maas pore hatath Rahulda aaslo. Haate anek misti. Ballo or o chakri hoye giyeche, tobe Kolkata te noy, Bangalore e. Sune aamar buk phete kanna uthe aaslo. Aami kono rakom nijeke sambhle bathroom e giye khub kandlam. Aar Rahuldar saathe dekha hobe na. Ati koste nijeke sambhle sobar saathe boslam. Se din chilo rabibar, tai sobai barite chilo. Sobai Bikel parjonto hai hai korlo.
Bikele Rahulda, Baba aar ma ke pranam korye, dada aar chordar saathe kola kuli korye Shyamal aar aamar mathaye hath buliye, “choli go Chotto mama aar aamar chotto masi” boley haslo.
Aami jigyesa korlam, “Aabar kobe aasbe?”
Rahulda bollo, “Ekhon to kichu bolte parchi na, tobye ek bochorer modhye noi. Nischinto thako, Chutite aasle, ekhaane thik dekha korte aasbo.”
Rahulda chole gelo. Aamar buker bhetor jeno haajar poka kukre kukre aamar haar mangso chibie khaachilo. Ati koste nijeke sambhlalam.
Rahuldar kotha mone porlo, jed dhoro, biswas rakho, parbe, aaday karo, mone confidence aano.
Aami nijeke natun bhabe tairi korte suru korlam. Pora sunoy mon dilam. Chatro porate laaglam. Ei bhabe din kat-te laaglo. Majhe majhe Rahuldar chithi aasto Dadar aar chordar kache. Sekhan thekei Rahuldar khobor petam.
Dekhte dekhte bachor ghure gelo. Babar retirement er somay o ghaniye aaslo. Dadar chakri permamant hoye gelo. Chordar o ‘Hindustan motor’ e chakri hoye gelo. Baba Ma aamar biye debar jonno uthey pore laglo. Besh koyekta patro pokhyo aamake dekhte aaslo. Sobar mukhe eki kotha, ‘mukhosri khub misti, chok duto bhari sunder, figure o chokh jhalsano, kintooo….. meye bhison kaalo…. aar ektoo bete….’ Ma er chinta barte laaglo. Rahuldar swapno ekhono aamar mon e gethe chilo.
Aami 21 bochore pa dilam. Teen ti bachor paar hoye gelo seyi bibhisikhar dupur theke. Dolar saathe aar aamar kono din dekha hoi ni. Ora Asansol chole giyeche.
Dekhte dekhte 3 ti bachor par hoye gelo Rahuler saathe protham dekha hobar par. Aami o aager theke aanek matured hoye giye chilam. Kintu Rahuler prati durbalota kichutei komye ni. Tobe mone mone thik kore chilam aamar jiboner sab ghatona ek din bolbo Rahul ke. Ha Rahul ke, aar rahulda chinta korte bhalo lagto na. Rahul…. Rahul. Aabar mone bhoy o chilo, Rahul sob sune Jodi aamake grhinar chokhe dekhe? Aami to nosto meye. Sechaye nah holeyo, aar to kumari noyi. Kintu Rahul ke jato tuku aami chinechi, se bhison practical. Hoyto aamake khoma kore debe. Ei sob elo melo chinta niyei aamar din kat chilo, hatath ekdin sakal 9 tar somoy Rahul eshey hazir.
Barite hullor pore gelo. Sobai khub khusi. Aamar buker bhitor anande jeno dhaker kathi baajte suru korlo. Dada aar chorda Rahul ke peye jeno natun jibon phire pelo. Dujonar ee office e jabar taara chilo. Ora Rahul ke bikel porjonto thakte request korlo, ora na phera porjonto. Rahul raaji hoye gelo. Ma aamake jal khabar banate bollo Rahul er jonno. Aami ati utsaher saathe luchi tarkari banate boslam, jeno aanek din por aamar bor phireche, taake seba korar ekta sujog peyechi. Mone mone pranam kore Rahul ke jol khabar dilam. Rahul haaste haaste khelo. Aami aar Shyamal o or saathe khelam. Baba, Dada aar chorda bhaat kheye nilo. Dada aar chorda office e chole gelo.
Aamio aajkal besh kotha bolte sikhe giyechi. Ekta confidence jeno aamake peye bosechilo. Parbo, aami parbo. Rahul er paase bosey aami Rahul ke Bangalore kemon sahor, Chakri kemon laagche, kato din chuti ityadi jigyesha korte laaglam. Rahul aamar prosner uttor to dilo kintu aanubhab korlam je o jeno aamake natun bhabe dekhche. Ai Aalo ke jeno er aage kono dino dekhe ni. Tahole ki aami paarchi Rahul er mon kaarte? Anubhab ti mone aasteyi aamar chokhe mukhe jeno ekti bijoyinir haasi phute uthlo. Rahul er jeno aamar saathe kotha bolte ki rakam aswasti hote suru korlo. Thik takhon Shyamal o eshey aamader maajhe boslo. Rahul aabar sadharan bhabhe aamar aar Shyamal er saathe kotha bolte laaglo.
Baba retirement er aage ekti baari toiri korchilo. Tar kaaj dekhte jaabar kotha chilo. Shyamal o babar saathe jaabe. Rahul ta sune babar saathe jabar kotha bollo.
Ma sune bollo, “na baba, ei garam aar dhulor modhye dupur ta katiye ki korbe. Ekhanei thako, bisram karo.”
Baba o Rahul ke baari tei thakte bollo. Baba aar Shyamal beriye gelo. Aamra teen jone roye gelam baarite, ma, aami aar Rahul. Ma cha kore aamader saathe boslo.
Ma aamar biyer katha tule Rahul ke Kaalo aar bête meyer biye debar kato je jaala bolte suru korlo. Hotath Rahul ke ma bollo, “Rahul, tomar to anek chena jaana aache, dekho na baba Jodi tumi ekta bhalo paatro jogar kore dite paaro Aalor jonno. Aami tomake ekta photo o diye debo, dekho na Jodi paaro.”
Rahul haaste haaste, thattar choley bollo, “Dida, Tumi ki Aalo ke jigyesa korecho, o nije kone chele thik kore rekheche kina nijer jonno?”
Ma o haste haste bollo, “Jodi o nije kono chele ke pachando kore thake, tobey aamra haasi mukhe taake jaamai kore niye aasbo.”
Dujone haaste suru korlo, aar aami mone mone ma ke bollam, ‘Tomar saamnneyi to bosey aache paatro, takei jamai karo na.’
Maathay takhon aamar dustu budhi ghurche, chokhe mukhe dustu haasi. Ek mone Rahul ke dekh chilam aami. Rahul ekbar aamar dike takiye chokh ghurie nilo.
Ma taar raannar kaaj aar ghorer kaaj korte chole gelo. Ami aar Rahul sadharan kotha barta korte laglam. Aabar aamar mone holo Rahul ektu aswasti bodh korche. Mone mone haasi pelo. Maathay dustumi chaplo, aami Rahul er paase giye boslam aar khepabar taale jigyesh korlam, “Ta tumi to aamar jonno bor jogar kore aanbe, nijer jonno ki bou jogar korecho aage?” Chokhe mukhe takhon aamar haasi phutchilo. Rahul aamar dike takiye bollo,
“Aami to na hoi tomar bor khojar daitto nilam, ta tumie na hoi aamar bou jogar korar daitto to nie nao.”
Dujonei heshye uthlam.
Mathay ku budhhi chepechilo. Aami Rahuler haather upor aalga aamar haath rekhe muchki hese bollam, “aar Jodi boli je aami kauke bhalobasi, tahole?”
Rahul o haaste haaste uttor dilo, “Aalap koriye dao, tomar baba maar saathe aami kotha bolchi.”
Maatha nere aami bollam, “Aalap aami tomar saathe koriye dite paari, kintu tomake kotha dite hobe je aapatoto ei kotha tumi kauke janabe na.”
“Ba re ba, Jodi tomar baba ma ke kichu na boli, tara jaanbe ki kore tomar pachander cheler sambandhe?” haaste haaste Rahul prasno korlo.
Aami uttor dilam, “Aapatato aami chaina je keu januk aamar prem kahinir bepar ta.”
“Keno?” Rahul jante chelo.
“Bolbo tomake, sob bolbo porye, kintu tomake aage aamake chooye kotha dite hobe tumi kauke kichu bolbe na. Gopon rakhbe!” Aami aaste kore bollam.
“Aachha baba kotha dilam.” Rahul aamar mathey haath rekhe bollo.
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
“Hmmm… besh, aasche sombar aamar college khulche, tumi aamar saathe sombar sokal 11 tar somoy college er samney dekha koro. Kauke bolbe na kintu.”
Rahul aamar dike ek aascharjo dristi diye takiye chilo. Tar por bollo, “theek aachey.”
Khusi te aamar buk phete gelo. Aanande Rahul ke jorie dharlam. Mukh theke berie gelo, “Tomake ashesh dhanya baad.”
Rahul ke chere paase boslam. Dekhlam Rahul bhison ekta aswasti bodh korche. Aamar o abastha sochoniyo. Rahul uthye daralo aar bollo, “Aalo, aami ektu chaad theke ghure aaschi, ekta cigarette khabo.” Or golar swar kemon palte giyeche. Ami kichu bolte bhoy pachhilam. Rahul chaad e chole gelo.
Nijer ghore esa boslam. Saara sorir uttejonay kaampche. Aagun niye khela korchilam aami. Sobaike ki purie char khar kore debo aami? Ekta jedh chepe chilo aamar modhey, Aamader mato kaalo meyeder keu bhalobase na? Keno? Bhalobasa aaday korbo, Rahuler bhalobasa aaday korbo aami.
Aadh ghanta por Rahul chaad theke neme aaslo. Mone hochhe chokh mukh jal diye dhueche. Kemon jeno bokar mato takachilo amar dike. Ma khete daklo. Aamra khete boslam, ma, aami aar Rahul. Ma Rahul ke tader desher barir galpo sonachillo. Rahul mon diye sunchilo. Khawa dawar por ma Rahul ke dadar ghore bisram korte bollo. Ma aar ami nijeder ghore gelaam. Aamar ghoom pachhilo na. Sudhu Rahul er mukh ta bhashchilo.
Aaj jokhon Rahul ke joriye dhore chilam, aamar doodh duto or buker modhye sackto hoye giye chilo. Rahul ki ter peyechilo? Ki bhabbe aamake? Chi, ota kora ta bodh hoi uchit hoi ni, kintu tokhon aabesher mathaye joriye dhore chilam, okey eka paabo sara din bhebe. Eto tara tari je aami eka Rahuler saathe sara din premik premikar mato kaatate paarbo bhabi ni. Ki korbo sara din? Kothaye Jabo? Ki korye aamar moner kotha okey sonabo? Kichu ekta upaaye baar korte hobe.
Bikel 5 ta nagad ma aar aami uthe cha korlam. Ma Rahul ke deke tullo. Rahul haath mukh dhuye aamader saathe cha khete boslo. Takhonee baba aar Shyamal baari pheerlo. Aar kichukhon por chorda aar dada o baari pherot elo. Sobai miley Rahul ke ghire golpo korte laglo. Aami sudhu dur theke sobar chokh bachiye Rahul er mukhta dekhchilam. Raat aat ta nagad Rahul nijer barir dike raona dilo. Aami kaache gelam na, bhison mon kharap lagchilo tai. Chaad thekei dekhlam. Ondhakare Rahul bujhte parlo na aami okey dekhchi. Bukta jeno phaka hoye gelo, Chokh diye aamar jol goriye porlo. Ghore dhuke hotath aamar maathaey ku budhhi dhuklo, gato kaal aamar period sesh hoyechilo. Ma ke bollam ekta maatha bethar oshudh niye aaschi. Oshuder dokane giye ekta matha bethar oshud aar ek maasher ‘birth control pill’ kinlam. Bari phirlam. Oshud khete suru korlam.
Choyta din…….Ei choyta din jeno kichu tei kaatchilo na. Somoy jeno aatke aacheye. Tar modhey kaata ghaye noon chorate paser barir kakima aaslo. Kakima Rahul ke dekhechilo. Ma ke jigyesh korlo cheleti ke, ma bollo. Kakima bollo cheleti khoob bhalo. Ma o Rahul er prochur prosongsa korlo.
Kakima bollo, “Aamar Madhur biye thikh hoye giyeche, ta na hole tomader boltam Jodi oder jaat bichaar na thaake, sambandho patano jeto.”
Kothata sune aamar hingsate ga jole gelo. Ichhe korchilo chechiye boli, ‘najar debe na Rahuler dike. Chokh gele debo.’
Ma kakimake takhon haste haste bollo, “baloto tomar choto meyer jonno kotha paarte pari.”
Kakima bollo, “Dipti to sobe 19 e porlo. Dui bochor porey biyer chesta korbo. Tato din ki or baba ma apekhya korbe?”
Ma ki bollo sunbar jonno apekhya kori ni, raage, aamar sorir kaamp chilo.Kauke kichu bujhte na diye uthe nijer ghore gelam. Bhison hingsha hochillo.
Emnitey Kakima ra khoob bhalo. Maash aatek holo aamader paase eshechey. Dui meye. Madhu aar Dipti. Madhudi aamar theke ek bachorer baro aar Dipti aamar theke dui bachorer choto. Aamra somoy pele tinjone mile golpo kortam. Kintu aaj jeno oder aamar satru mone holo. Oder aami hingsa korte laglam.
Aboshesheye aamar aapekhya sesh holo. Choy din por protikhito sombar ese hazir holo. Aamar buker modhye ekta chaapa bhoy uki dichillo. Kintu mone ekta uttejonao chilo. Baba ma ke aagei bole rekhe chilam, eta aamar final year. Tai class sesh kore aamra bondhura miley library te notes tairi korbo. Baari firte deri hobe.
Snan sere, ekti kochi kalapata ranger saree pore college jabar jonno toiri holam. 10 tar modhey college e poucholam. Tin tolaye, Common room er ekti janlar paase bosey college er gate er baire najar rakhchilam. Buk ta dhar phar korchilo. Aasbe to….. du charte bandhura eshe chilo, hasi thatta cholchilo, bollam aaj class korbo na, hoi to berobo. Ekti meye jigyesa korlo kothay, bollam dekhi, kothay niye jaye. Sobai haste haste bollo ooooohhhhhh, boyyyy friennnnd…. bhalo, ja ghure aaye.
Egorota baajte paanch minute aagey dekhi taxi thekhe Rahul namche. Aami uthe porlam. Bandhura aamake aatke dilo, jigyesa korlo, “konta re?” Dekhalam, sobai haa kore takiye roilo. Ekti meye jigysh korlo, “Ki kore potaali re? Darun handsome mairi.” Uttor na diye aami doure neeche nemey aaslam. Nijeke ektu sambhle, aaste aaste Rahul er dike egolam. Rahul aamake dekhe jeno ekta pathorer murtir maton daarie roilo. Chok duto baro baro kore jeno ekta khub ascharjo jinish deckche.
“Suprobhat Rahul”, bolte bolte aami or dike egiya gelam. Rahul kemon bokar moto amta amta korte laglo. Kache giye aalto dhakka dilam, swapner desh theke o pherot aaslo.
Jigyesha korlam, “Ki holo?”
Nijeke sambhle o bollo, “Na thik aachey, suprobhat.”
Rahul dekhlam edik odik kauke jeno khujche. Tar por aamar dike phire jigyesh korlo,
“Koi kauke to dekhchi na, Kothaye tomar boy friend?”
Aamar haasi pelo, mone mone bollam, ‘ei to aamar paase daarie aache’,
Aar haste haste bollam, “Eto utola hochho keno, sara din to pore aache. Ki, tara huro aache naki?”
Rahul o haslo, kintu kemon jeno hasita… mone hochhe dukhher….
Aamar bondhura takhono teen tolar common room er janalar theke haat narachilo. Aami tara tari Rahul er haath dhore haat te suru korlam. Aami aamar aangul gulo Rahuler aanguler bhitor dhukiye haat chilaam. Khub bhalo lagchilo. Jokhon aamader sorir eke opor ke chuchillo, aamar tokhon pa du to kamp chilo. Rahul ke bollam taxi korte, Howrah Botanical garden jabo. Rahul Taxi korlo.
Taxi te bosey, aamar buker bhitor haturi petar maton hritpindo ta cholchilo. Kono kotha bolte sahosh hochillo na. Bhagaban ki hobe, aabar nijei nijeke bollam, nijer mone jor aano, aattobiswas rakho, ja hobey, hok, dekha jabey. Dekhlam Rahul o chup chap aache, kemon jeno boka boka dristi diye bairer dike dekhche.
Botanical Garden e pouche, ekta nirjon jayga dekhe aami boselam ebong Rahul ke o paase boste bollam. Rahul itostoto bhabe paase boslo, ebong chaari dike takiye ki jeno khujte laglo. Kichukhon pore aamake prosno korlo, “Tomar boy friend er kota nagad aasar kotha?”
Mone mone besh bhalo lagchilo, Rahul er abastha dekhe, mone hochillo or modhey jeno ekta irsha bhab uki dichhe. Bollam, “dhoirjo dhoro, jante parbe.”
“Tomar boy friend er naam ki? Aami tao to jaani na.” Rahul ek mone bole gelo.
Aami aaste bollam, “Naame ki jaye aasey.”
Rahul sunlo ki sunlo na bujhlam na, bollo, “Koto din dhore cheno okey?”
“Teen bochor,” Rahuler dike takiye bole phellam.
Rahul bollo, “Teen bochor? Bah! Bhaloi….. Ta, o ki tomake propose koreche na ekhono koreni.”
Aabar aami Rahuler chokhe chokh rekhe bollam, “Na, Na o aamake propose koreche, na aami okey.”
Rahul aamar kotha sune bollo, “Ati sundor, aajob premik premika tomra… ta ebar ki?”
Ki bolbo thik bujhte par chilam na. Ektu bhebey bollam, “Asole, aamar mone hoy o janeyi na je aami okey bhalobashi, ta chara aami nijeyo nischinto bhabey jaani na o aamake bhalobashey kina.”
Sune Rahul aaschorjo hoye jigyesh korlo, “Taar mane? Tumi ki bolte chao!”
Aami bollam, “Kono dino taake boli ni.”
“Hey Bhagaban! Tahole tumi aamake ekhane ki korote niye eshecho.”
Khoob dhire golaye bollam, “Aaj aami taake sob bolte chai, aami taake bolte chai………… aami tomake bhalo bashi.”
Rahul palta prosno korlo, “Ta hole teen bochor dhore tumi ki korecho?”
“Opekhya……..Opekhyae chilam sujoger, okey aamar moner kotha janabar” aaste aaste bollam aami.
Rahul ragoto bhabe bollo, “Tahole aamake keno ekhane deke niye eshecho, Tumi to okey eka dekei sob bolte partey.”
Uthey jachillo Rahul. Haath ta chepe dhorlam aar korun dristi te taakalam or dikey. O aamar dikey takalo, tar por aaste aaste boslo aamar paase.
Bollo, “Kichu ekta problem aachey tai na. Bolo aamake sob khule.”
Aami chup kore chilam kichu khon, hi bhogoban aar koto khule bolbo, kanna pachillo aamar. Chokh diye du phota jol o goriye porlo. Rahul haath uthieyo namiye nilo.
Aami chokh mucheye matha nichu kore bollam, “Tomake to aami sob bollam.” Buker bhitor dukhher bojha jeno chepe chilo. Rahuler dike takalam.
O kichu bolche na dekhe bollam, “Aasha kori tumi aamake grhina korbe na.”
Rahul aschorjo hoye bollo, “Ghrina, keno ghrina korbo keno?”
Aami bollam, “Aami je tomake sob bolechi????”
Rahul bollo, “Ha thik aache, aami bujhi tomar feelings tomar boy friend er proti, kintu tomake to okeyo bolte hobe, aar aamar mone hoi na o pachondo korbe kono tritio beckti saamne thakook jokhon tumi okey bolbey.”
Aamar ebar haasi peye gelo aar boley phellam, “Jokhon tomakey bolechi tokhon keu chilo ki?”
Rahul uttor dilo, “Na.”
“Ta hole tritio beckti ti kotha theke aaslo.” Dustumir chole boley phellam.
Bujhlam Rahul aamar kothar matha mundu kichui bujhlo na, bokar moto aamar dike cheye roilo. Tar por bollo, “aami kichui bujhlam na tomar kotha.”
Heshe phellam, Bollam, “Cholo khide peyeche, khai kothao.”
Rahuler haath dhore okey tene tullam aar bollam, “Tumi eto bhalo ekta chakri jogar korle ki kore bolo to? Aamar to mone hoi tomar ektu upor tola ta khali aachey.”
“Ki? Aamar intelligence niye prosno korocho?” Rahul o heshe bollo.
Botanical Garden er baireie ekta bhalo restaurant e ek konay phaka ekta jayga dekhe boslam dujoney samnasamni. Aamie Rahul ke kichu jigyesh na kore du jonar moto Khabar order dilam. Rahul chup kore dekh chilo. Khabar diye gelo. Rahul ebar ki bhebe jigyesh korlo, “Tumi ki tomar boy friend ke aaj aaste bolechile?”
Khabar barte barte aami chotto kore utter dilam, “Ha.”
“Kotar somoy aasar kotha or?” Rahul prosna korlo.
Aami bollam, “egarota.”
Rahul ekbar aamar dike takalo, ekbar nijer gharir dike takalo, tar por bollo,
“Tahole kothay o.”
Aami aar thakte parchilam na, bole phellam, “o ekhanei aache.”
Rahul chaari dike takate suru korlo. Restaurant ti te, aamader chara tokhon aar keu chilo na. Kau ke na dekhte peye bollo, “Kothay?”
Nirlajjer mato bole boslam, “Ekhaneye, tumi sottie ekta tube light, aami jaakye bhalo bashi, se aamar samney bose aache.”
Boley aami chokh buje matha nichu kore bose roilam. Ja hobar hobe, Jodi chole jaye, chole jabe, aami hereye giyechi, Jodi thappor maare, maaruk, aar aamar jiboner kono mullyo thakbe na.
Hotath anubhab korlam or haather chowa, o haath bariye aamar haather upor rekheche. Aami songe songe aamar aangul gulo or aanguler modhye dhukie chepe dhorlam. Aamar chokh diye jol gorie porchilo. Dujoney dujonar dike takalam. Kemon ek advut dristi or, madhur, mayamoy, bhalobasar dristi. Aamar gola diye kono kotha berolo na. Rahul o ek dristi te aamar dike takie roilo, mukhe ekta triptir haasi. Aami ekta haath diye chokher jol muchlam. Aamar sob uttejona, bhoy, buker bhetorer jwala, peter modhyer kochlano, sob saanto hoye gelo. Param aanande aamar sorir juriye gelo. Aami herey jai ni. Amakeo keu bhalo bashe. Dujone dujonar dike takiye aachi jeno aanek din por dui premik premikar dekha holo. Rahul aamar haath ta dhorei chilo.
Hotath Rahul aamar haath ta aaro jore chepe dhorlo. Mukhe ekta aatonker chaya. Aamar mone holo, or mathaye chinta jegeche aamader dujonar somporko niye, aamra masi – Bonpo. Bujhlam o chinta korche je aamader ei somporko aamader aatiyo ra keu maanbe na, somaj maanbe na, kaau ke aamra aamader somporker kotha bolte parbo na.
Rahuler dike takiye bollam, “Rahul, aami tomar chintar kotha bujhi. Sudhu ekta kotha aamake sotti sotti bolo, aami bête, aamar gayer rong kaalo, egulo sottyeo ki tumi aamake bhalo baste paarbe?”
Rahul dui haath diye aamar haath dhore bollo, “aami tomake bhalo bashi karon tumi bhari sundor. Tomar soudorjo ta sudhu tomar chamrar ronger modheyee simito aache ta noy, tomar soundorjo tomar rokter proti bindute bindute, tomar rhidoye, aar seta dekha jaye tomar chokhey, chok diye goriye berochhe.”
Aami sworge bhaste suru korlam. Bollam, “Ta hole aamader bhobishote ki hobe ta niye chinta kore kono laav nei. Bartoman e thaki aar jiboner aanondo ta niye khusi thaki”
Khabar aamader samney pore chilo, thanda hoye giye chilo. Tai kichu mukhe guje aamra dujone haath dhora dhori kore aabar botanical garden e dhuklam. Aar jeno aamader kono chinta chilo na.
Aamader ekanto nirala jaygatite giye, dujone samna samni daarie, haath dhore dujoner dike takalam. Chokh juriye aami Rahul ke dekh chilam. Rahul o aamake dekh chilo. Tar por Rahul aamake tar buker modhye tene nilo. Dujone jorie dhorlam. Aamar dudu duto Rahuler buker chowa peye sokto hoye gelo. Rahul aamar pithe aalto bhabe haath bolachilo. Aami okey du haath diye chepe dhorlam. Aamar mathata Rahuler buker bhetor gunje rekhe chilam. Jibone aaj sottikarer saanti pelam. Teen bochorer toposya aamar saarthok holo. Aami aaste kore maatha uthiye Rahuler dike takalam. Rahul aamar kopale chumu khelo.
Aasta aaste aamar kaner latir kache mukh niye chumu khelo, chokhe chumu khelo, gale chumu khelo, taar por or thoth ta aaste aaste aamar thoter kache niye aaslo. Aamar jeno aar kono lojja bole kichu chilo na, bhoye o na, jeno er jonnoie aami apekha korchilam. Aamader thote thot laglo, aaste aaste aamra dujoneyi thoth duto phaak korlam, dujoni dujonar jeeber doga egiye dilam, jeebe jeeb laglo, aar dujonei pagoler maton eke apor ke jorie chumu khete laglam. Dujoni dujonar thoth chuste laglam, jeeb diye jeno talowar khele khelchilam. Haath diye eke aporer sorire haath ghoste laaglam. Anek khon dhore chumu khawar por, dujone kichuta saanto holam.
Surjo osto giye chilo, sandhya hoi hoi, anichha thakleo baari phirte hobe. Aamra dujone uthlam, ebong botincal er gate er biere aaslam. Rahul ke bollam, “Kaalker tara tari aasbe.”
Rahul heshe bollo, “Ki kaalker o class bunk korbe?”
Aami bollam, “Tomar aar matro 5 soptaho chuti aache. Aami ei 5 soptaher proti ti din tomar saathe thakte chai.”
Rahul bollo, “Besh aamar maharani. Kalker kakhon, kothaye dekha hobe?”
Aami bollam, “College e na, Aamar bondhura tomar dike nazar pheleche, oder nazar theke tomake bachate hobe.”
Rahul ho ho kore haslo aar bollo, “Ki bondhu ra dekheche naki?”
Aami matha nere bollam, “Ha. Tumi Kal sokal 9 tar modhye Sealdah station e aaste parbe? Aami Reservation counter er kaache thakbo.”
Rahul bollo, “Theek aache. Chalo tomake chere diye aasi.”
Aami baron korlam. Bollam, “Dekho, tumi jaabe sodepur, aami jabo tollygunj. Duto dui dike. Aamake ekta taxi kore dao, aar tumi aalada ekta taxi niye bari jao.”
Ha, na, korte korte sesh porjonto aamra aalada taxi korlam. Je jar barite phirlam.
Barite eshe, kapor chopor palte, rannaghore ma ke sahajyo korlam. Aaj jeno aamar modhey kono klaanti chilo na. Ma er prosnor uttore besh sahajey mithye kotha bole dilam, college e teen ti class hoyeche taarpor bandhu ra miley, National library te giye boi porchilam aar note toiri korchilam.
Khawoa dawoar por, sute gelam, ghore dhuke boi patro chorie boslam, jeno kato porchi, karon aami jani ma ek bar dekhte aasbe. Mon ta pore chilo Rahul chinta te. Sara ta din ki ki korechi mone porlo, Rahul er boka boka dristi, Rahuler mukhe irshar rekha. Rahul irsha korchilo aamar na dekha boy friend ke, keno? Karon o mone mone aamake bhalo bese pheleche. Mone kore khub bhalo laglo.
Ma majhe eshe bole gelo besi raat na korte. Aamio kichu porey light off korey, paas balish jorie bichanaye suye porlam, jeno Rahul ke joriye aachi. Ghum chokher theke ure giyeche. Sobai ghumiye giyeche ter pelam, aamar chokhe ghoom nei. Aamar sob ichha puron holo, kintu kothaye jeno ekta samasya uki marchilo. Er por ki hobe? Aamader bhobiswat ki? Aamar jonno Rahul bodnam hoye jabe… na ta hote paare na…. tobey? Anek chinta korlam, samadhan khuje pelam na. Bhor raater dike mone holo Ekta samadhan hoyto aache. Tobey Rahul ke bojhate hobey. Paartei hobey aamake Rahul ke bojhate. Kichu petey gele je kichu tyag korte hoye. Monosthir kore nilam. Taar por nischinte ghumiye porlam.
Sokale ghum theke uthte deri holo. Tara tari tairi hoye ekti golapi ranger salwar kameez pore sokal sokal barir theke berie gelam. Sealdah station e eshe dekhi Rahul aamar aageyi pouche geche. Aanonde monta neche uthlo. Rahul o aamake dekhe jeno nischinto holo.
Aami kache pouchatei, aamake bollo, “Good morning. Aaste asubidha hoi ni to?” aar golar awaj khub dheere kere bollo, “Darling.”
Aami bollam, “Suprobhat, na asubidha keno hobe” aar golar awaj kom kore jog korlam, “tumi aamar darling.”
“Kothay jabe maharani?” Rahul prosna korlo.
Theek thakhon station er mike e Canning er train er khabar janalo. Aamio songe songe bollom, “Chalo Canning jai.”
Canning er ticket kete aamra canning er train e boslam. Paasapaasi bosey khoob bhalo lagchilo. Dujonei alpo bistor kotha batra korchilam. Anubhob korlam, Rahul ektu chintito, hoito aamader bhobishoter kotha bhebe.
Canning pouche, ekta rickshaw niye, aamra ektu durye ekta guest house er kache, Matla nodir paare eshe boslam. Rahul aamar haath dhore bollo, “Aalo, aami ki korbo bujhte paarchi na, aanek raat porjonto chinta korechi kintu kono upaye pelam na. Etuku sudhu bujechi aami tomake bhalobasi, tumi bolar aager thekei, kintu tomake bolte parchilam na sudhu aamader somporker jonno. Kaal tumi tomar moner kotha aamake bolar por aaro bujhlam aami tomake chara thakte parbo na. Kintu kikore aamra ghar korbo? Tomar aamar barir lokera keu aamader ei somporko maanbe na. Paaliye Jodi biye kori, aar tomake Bangalore e nie jai, sekhane aamar maashi meshomoshai aache, taarao jante parbe. Aamader sob aatiyo sojon theke aalada, eka eka thakte hobe. Ta chara Bangalore e o Office e jaana jaani sesh porjonto hoye jaabe, HAL chere aamader natun kono sahore, natun chakrir bebostha korte hobe. Tomake aanek kosto pete hobe. Parbe to Aalo, parbe aamar songe kosto kore thakte?”
Rahul er sob kotha badha na diye bolte dilam.
Rahuler aaro paase ghese, aalto kore or hather upor haath rekhe bollam, “Rahul, aami tomake bhalobashi. Aami emon kichu korbo na jaatey tomar kono khoti hoi. Kintu taar maane ei bhebo na, je aami tomake chere debo. Na, seta aamar uddesho noi. Aami bhalo kore bujhi je aainoto aamra biye korte parbo na. Kintu ke aamader aatkate paare Jodi aamra dujone swami – strir maton bhalobasha upobhog kori? Mone mone aami tomake aamar swaami roope mene niyechi, tumio aamake tomar stree roope grohon karo.”
Rahul aabeger songe bollo, “Aamio tomake aamar stree roope chai. Ei somajke aar aami maani na. Chalo aamra paaliye jai. Aamra onno kono sahore giye basobas korbo.”
Aami Rahuler chokhe chokh rekhe saanto golaye bollam, “Tomar chakrir ki hobe, eto bhaalo ekta chakri tumi khoabe. Ta chaara aamder aatiyo sajon ra sob jante paarbey, lokye anek kotha bolbe je gulo gaye kaatar maton phutbe. Tumi bhalo korey jaano, aamader dujonaree aatyiyo sajon ra bharoter chaaridike choriye chitiye aache, keu na keu aamader sondhan pabeyee. Takhon aamra somajer sobtheke mukhorochak, tatka taaja khobor hoye darabo. Sob theke baro kotha, aamra aamader chele maye der ki bolbo? Chele – Meye to hobei aamader, tai na?”
“Tahole aamra ki korbo?” Bishon ekta betha jukto sur e Rahul prosno korlo.
Rahul er golar awaj sune, or buker betha anubhab korlam. Rahuler proti aamar bhalobasha jeno aaro gabhir holo. Chokh chal chal kore uthlo. Rahuler haath duto ke aaro sokto kore dhore, anek koste, saanto golaye bollam, “Rahul, please sona aamar, aamar kotha sono. Aaj aami ekta nirlajjo matto hostinir mato hoye giyechi. Aamar mathaye ekta upaye khelche, kintu tomake aamar upor sampurno bhorsha korte hobe, aamake biswas korte hobe, aami ja bolbo, bina didhaye ta maante hobe, parbe to.”
Rahul uttor dilo, “Aami tomake puro puri biswas kori. Tumi ja bolbe, ta aami chok bhuje bina prosne maanbo.”
Rahuler uttor sune kichuta bhorsha pelam. Paarbo aami Rahul ke bojhate, kintu baki porbo ta aaj aar bolbo na, aaj mathate dustumi korte ichha jege giyeche. Gharir dike takalam, praye saare barota baje. Rahul er dike dustumi bhora chokhe takalam aar bollam, “Khide peyeche, chalo kichu kheye ni.” Ei boleye e aami uthe daralam aar Rahuler haath dhore tene tullam. Aamra guest house er dikey haat te suru korlam. Sekhne ekta choto dhabar mato dokane alpo bistor khelam. Aabar guest house er dikey takalam. Guest house naameyee, gota dosek kutir, choriye chitiye aache.
Rahul ke bollam, “Dekho na ekta ghar bhaara paowa jaabe kina, nischinta galpo kora jaabe aar bhabishoter parikolponao.”
Rahul guest house er office e giye ekta kutir bhaara kore aaslo. Aamra du jone kutir ti te dhuklaam. Kutir ti te ekti baro ghar, bathroom ebong ekti lagoa baaranda o chilo. Ghore ekti baro khat, pariskar bichana pata, ekti baro sofa, aar janala gulite mota porda.
Ghor e dhuke, aamra eke aporer dike takalam. Dhire dhire aamra eke aporer dike egiye gelam, dujonei haat baaralam, aamra eke anyojoner chokhe chokh rekhe jeno moner kotha bolchilam, taar poreye dujoneye dujonke joriye dhorlam. Rahul etokhon jeno niswas aatke rekhechilo, ebaar seta charlo aar aamar gola theke ekta triptir awaj beriye elo. Amra eke apor ke chumu khete laglam, haath diye eke aporer sorirer dhach anubhabh korte laaglam. Rahuler choyae aamar saara sorirer bhitor jeno kempe uthlo.
Aami Rahuler buke haath rakhlam aar or jamar botam khulte laaglam. Aamar jeno aar tor soichilo na. Du teente botam khulte na khultei Rahul nije taar jamar sob botam khule phello aar jamati ebong genjiti sorir theke khule phello. Ki sundor chehara Rahuler, forsha choura buk. Besh lomay bhora, aami aar thakte parchilam na. Alto kore haath rakhlam or buke, aamar angul gulo diye or buker lomguli niye khelte ichhe korchilo. Lajja o pelam. Nijer mukh dhakar jonno Rahul ke joriye dhorlam aar or lomosh buke aamar mukh guje rakhlam. Rahul o aamake joriye dhorlo.
Aamar tol pete kichu ekta sockto jinish er chaap anubhab korlam, bujhlam ota aar kichu na, Rahuler baara. Sara sorire aaro kompon dhorlo, uttejona bere gelo, aamar buker bhetor ke jeno haturi petachillo.
Ek somoy ter pelam Rahul ekta haath diye aamar kameez er zip ta dhire dhire kandh theke niche namachhe. Tar por haath duto ke aamar komorer niche niye giye kameez ti aaste aaste upore othache. Aami o alga hoye daralam aar aaste aaste haath duto tule dhorlam jaate kameez ti khoolte kono asubidha na hoi. Lojja lagchilo khub sudhu bra pore. Rahul ekta haath bariye bra er upor diye aamar thasa dudher upor rakhlo. Aamar pa duto kempe uthlo, aar gola theke ekta adbhut aawaj beriye gelo.
Aami keno jani na aamar haath ti aamar dudher upor rakha Rahuler haather upor rekhe alpo chap dilam. Rahul aamar dudh duto aaste aaste chap dite laglo aar mukh neeche kore aamar golaye, kandhey aar gaale chumu khete laglo. Aamar abostha tokhon pagol er maton. Dui haat diye Rahuler mukh dhore aami or thote chumu khete laglam. Rahul o aamar thot chepe dilo or thot diye aar aamra pagoler mato chumu khete laglam, aamader jeebh eke aporer mukhe dhokar jonno lorte laglo. Aami ek haath diye Rahuler matha chepe dhore chilam aar annoy haath diye or kadhe joriye chilam. Rahul o aamake jorie chepe rekhe chilo. Ei bhabhe chumu khete khete aamader dom bandho hobar maton holo. Jorajori abosthatei aamra niswas nebar junno maatha alga korlam. Jore jore niswas nichhilam dujoneye. Rahuler baara aamar tol pete tokhono chap sristi korchilo.
Rahul ebar taar haath duto aamar pither pechone niye gelo aar bra kholar chesta korchilo. Aamar ichhe korchilo nije khule di, kintu lojja te paarlam na. Du teen bar chestar por Rahul aamar bra er hook gulo khule dilo aar bra ta khule phello aamar sorir theke.
Aami tokhon besamaal hoye porechi. Rahul taar haath baariye aamar nidhel dudu duto ke dhorlo aar tipte laglo. Dudher bota duto sokto hoye giyechilo. Aamar gola diya advut sob gonganir sobdo berochillo. Ato aaram, uh…. aar sojho korte paarchilam na. Dudu duto ke aaro agiye dite ichhe korlo. Aapna aapni chok gulo jeno bujhe jaachillo. Rahul ekbaar aamar mukher dike takiye, tar maatha ta nichu kore aamar dudher ekta botar upor chumu khelo, aar tar por dudu ta mukher modhye dukhiye diye chuste laaglo. Annyo haath diye aamar ditiyo dudh ti tipte laago. Rahuler maatha dhore ajante aaro aamar buker kaachey taanlam. Rahul ekbar ekta dudh chushche aabar kichukhan por annyo dudh ta chusche, theek jemon baachhara mayer dudh khabar somoy chooste thake. Aami o or maathata chepe okey jeno aaro korar sanket dichillam. Aamar angul gulo or maathar chul niye jeno khelchilo.
Rahul maatha uchu korlo, aamar thote or thot rekhe chumu khete suru korlo, aamio okey chumu khete laaglam. Aami aar jeno daariye thakte parchilam na. Rahul hotaath aamader aalingan theke nijeke mukto kore koyak pa pichone giye sofa tar upor boshey porlo. Aami kichu bujhte paarlam na aar obaak hoye taakiye roilam. Rahul ebar dustumir haasi haaslo aar dekhlam o nijer juto khulche.
Juto khule Rahul uthe daralo, panter upor belt ti o khule phello aar panter chain ebong botam gulo khule nijer sorir theke pant ta khule phello. Sudhu jangia ta pore roilo. Jangiyar saamne ta adbhut bhabe phule aache. Lojjaye aami aamar chokh bujhlam aar matha ta ghuriye dilam.
Rahul aaste aaste aamar kaache esheye aalto bhabe pechon theke aamake joriye aamar golaye ebong khandheye chumu khete laaglo. Keno jaani na aami haath duto diye aamar mukh dhaaklam, kintu mone mone khub bhalo laagchilo. Rahul ebar tar duto haath diye aamar golar kaach theke, aaste aaste haath bolate laglo aamar saara sorire, daan haath diye dudu dutor upor koyek baar haath bolalo, aar ba haath diye aamar pithe bolaalo. Aasta aaste daan haath ta niche namiya peter charidike haath bolaalo, aar ektu niche haath ta niye aamar patla komor e raakhlo aar komorer kaache bolate laaglo. Aamar salwar er upor haath raakhlo aar salwar er dari ti ke tene dilo.
Aamar sorir emniteye kaampchilo, aaro kempe uthlam. Aamar salwar dekhlam aamar paayer goralir kache lutiye aache. Panty ta kirokom ghaame bhije aamar sorirer saathe chipke aache. Rahul aamar paayer kaache bosey porlo aar aamar ekta pa tule dhore salwar ta payer theke alga korlo. Tarpor dwitiyo pa ti tule setar thekeo salwar alga kore phello. Hotath or garam niswas aamar uru dutor majkhane, aamar jonir kache porlo. Etokhon aami jeno norte paarchilam na, kintu ekhon hotath pa duto jeno pran phire pelo. Ekta chhaapa uttejona, ekta ojaana bhoy aamar sorirer modhye anubhab korlam aar ek pa pichiye gelam.
Aamar maatha jeno bon bon kore ghurchilo, najore porlo Rahuler jangiyar saamneta jeno aaro phule aache. Rahul aamar haath dhore uthey daralo aar aamar kandhey haath rekhe aamake aaste aaste bichaanar kaache niye aaslo, aamake bichanaye aalto bhabe suiye dilo aar nijeyo aamar paase suye parlo aamar dikey kaat hoye.
Ghore dhokar por aamra dujon keu ekti kotha boli ni, jeno aamader keu boba baniye diye chilo. Ebar Rahul ek haath aamar gaale rekhe aamar maathata or dikey ghuriya chokhe choke rekhe bollo, “Aalo, tomar mone kono dhidha bodh nei to….. tumi ki sottiye chao ja hochhey hok?”
Rahuler dike taakalam. Mone mone bole jachhilam, ‘Er jonnoi to aamar eto prochesta, tomake paabo bolei na,’ mon ta jeno hotath saanto hoye gelo, Rahuler proti aamar bhalobashar matra jeno hazar goon bere gelo, ei poristithi teo o amar upor nijer jor khataye ni, jor khataleo to aami aapotti kortam na baarancho sechhaye aaro nijeke arpito kortam. Na aar kono baadha nei, Rahul ke aami puro puri biswas korte paari.
Rahuler dike takiye ebar aami aaste bollam, “Rahul, aami tomake bhalo besechi. Aaj theke noy, teen bochor aage theke, jedin tomake prothom dekhi, aar jokhon theke tumi aamader baari aaste suru korechile, tokhon theke. Kintu tumi aamar dike takiyeo dekhte na. Aalo bole je kono meye aache, tomar najareo pore ni. Tai aami theek kore chilam tomar najare porbar…. je kono upaye. Sujog jei peyechi, dui haath diye aakre dhorechi. Nirlajyer maton aami nijei uddoyog niye tomake aamar saathe eka dekha korte bollam.” Dui haath diye Rahul ke joriye bollam, “Ha go, aami tomar songe sob kichu korte chai, aamar mone kono didha ba baadha bodh nei. Aami tomake aamar swaami rupe grohon korechi, Tumi aamake tomar stree rupe grohon karo, bhalo basho tomar stree ke.”
Rahul aamar chokhe chokh rekhei bollo, “Aamader milon kintu sudhu ‘ek ratrir khela’ hobe na.”
Aamiyo sohager sure bollam, “Aami kokhonoy aamader milon ke ‘ek ratrir khela’ hote debo na.
Rahul aamake aaro jore aalingan kore chumu khelo aamar thote. Aamiyo or saathe sohojogita korte laaglam. Eke aporer sorir ke haath diye anubhob korte laaglam. Aami or sorirer chaari dike haath bolate bolate or jangiyar saamne rakhlam, garam ekta anubhuti haathe bodh korlam, sokto, garam, kampche jeno Rahuler baara ta. Rahul aaste tar nijer komor uthiye, du haath diye nijer jangiya ta khule phello, aar omni saaper phonar mato laff diye uthe daralo or sunder baara ta. Baro baro duto andakosh er upor theke, chaata chuler modhyo theke, soja aakasher dike jeno aangul tule daariye aache.
Aami haath bariye or baarata dhorlam. Rahul oi abostha tei ektu aaro kaat hoye aamar komore dui haath rekhe, aamar panty ta dhore aaste aaste khulte suru korlo. Ajante aamio aamar komor ektoo uthiye dilam aar Rahul aamar panty ta khule phello. Dujoney takhon aamra puro puri nagno, eke aparer sorirer gathan du chok bhore dekhchi. Aamar joni te praye kono chul chilo na, kirokom jeno bhije bhije laagchilo. Rahul sthir najore aamar joni dekh chilo. Aaste aaste ekta haath bariye o aamar joni chulo, aamar sorir er modheye diye jeno ekta electric current boye gelo, kempe uthlam.
Ghar moy jeno ekta jouno gandho choriya porlo, jeta aamader nesha aaro bariye dichhe mone holo. Rahul nichu hoye aamar jonir dikey or mukh niye jete suru korlo, muhurter modhye aami uthey boslam, Rahuler mukhta ke dui haath diye dhore tene aamar buker modhye dhorlam. Aamar jeno niswas bondho hoye jachhilo, na… sob jaanate hobe Rahul ke, kintu ki kore, oto somoy kothay…. tobu jaanate hobe. Ekta dirgha niswas tyag kore, nijer mon ta ke ektu baage ene Rahuler maathata aamar buker theke uthiye, or chokhe choke rekhe phis phis kore bole boslam, “Rahul, aami kichu bolte chai tomake, Ei niye aamake ekhon kichu prosno koro na,” Ektu theme aabar bollam “Rahul aami kumari noi. Aasha kori er jonno aamar proti tomar mono bhab nosto hobe na.” Ebar saara sorire bhoy dhuke gelo, Rahul ki korbe?
Rahuler mukhe jeno ekta aschorjo pariborton dekhte pelam, jeno kono bhari bojha or buker theke uthey gelo, mukhe ekta sundor haasir rekha phute uthlo. Etokhon aamar ekta bhiti chilo Rahuler protikriya ki hobe bhebe, kintu or mukher haasi dekhe aamar mon o khusi te bhore gelo, aar kono duschinta roilo na. Haath baariye okey joriye dhorte dhorte bollam, “Haascho keno?” Rahul aamar kaaner kaache mukh rekhe bollo, “Aalo, aamio chinta korchilam ki kore tomake bolbo, Eta aamar prothom bar noy, er aageyo du teente meyer saathe aami sex korechi.”
Dustumi buddhi maathaye khele gelo, Rahuler maathata dui haathe dhore haath duto soja kore, jeno raagoto sure bollam, “Sottie?”
Rahul maatha nere ‘ha’ bollo.
“Ta holey aamake dekhao, ki ki korecho tumi oi meye gulor saathe, aami bichaar korbo tumi kirokom korte paro.” Aami nirlajjer maton bole phellam.
Aamar kotha gulo jeno ekta shikol diye baandha poshuke aaro taantiye dilo aar poshuti taar shikol chire beriye aaslo. Muhurter modhye Rahul aamake jaapte dhore, thote khub jore jore chumu khete laaglo aar aamar dudh gulo ke tene chire phelar maton dumre muchre tipte laglo. Bethaye, bhoyte, aamar sei bibhisikar raater kotha mone pore gelo. Ufff kore praye chechiye uthlam. Nijer mukh ke kono rakam aalga kore bhoyte bhoyte bollam, “Rahul please, betha diyo na aamake, sona aamar, please, aaste aaste, please Rahul.”
Rahul aamar golar theke bethaar awaj peyei bodh hoi nijeke sambhle nilo, aamar kotha sune bollo, “Na sona, aami tomake kono dino betha debo na.” Or haath duto aamar dudher uporaye chilo, ebar sunder kore dudhu duto ke dhore tipte laaglo, aamio aabar chokh buje upobhog korte laaglam.
Rahul aamar kopaal theke chumu khete suru korlo. Kopaale, kaane, chokhe, naake, thote, gaale, golaye, sob jaygaye chumu khete laaglo. Aami tokhon chokh bujhe, aananda upobhog korchilaam. Ebar Rahul aamar mukh theke niche naamte suru korlo, aamar buke chumu khete khete dudh gulor khajer modhye chumu khelo aar jeebh diye aalto bhabe chaat te laglo. Dudh gulo keo chete dudher bota gulo te chumu khelo aar mukhe niye ektar por ekta dudher bota kichukhon chuslo aar chumu khelo.
Aamar sorir e tokhon aagun jwolche, chokh mukh kaan naak diye garam aava beroche. Aamar haath Rahuler maatha tike chepe dharaar chesta korche. Rahul ebar aaro niche namblo. Aamar naavir upor chumu khelo aar jeev dhukiye dilo aamar naavir bhetor. Aamar sara sorir kempe uthlo, komor nijer thekeyee bichanar theke uthe gelo. Rahul ek haath diye aamar buke rekhe alto bhabey chepe rakhlo aamake. Tar por dheere dheere aamake upur kore suiye dilo. Ami baalish tikey mukhe guje suye roilam.
Rahul ebar aamar pithe jeebh diye chaat te laglo aar chumu khete laaglo. Aamar sthir hoye suye thaakte bhison asubidha hochhilo. Gola diye ekta gonganir awaj berochilo. Rahul aamar komor aar paacha chumu khete laglo, aamar kemon sarir er modhey aanchan kore uthlo. Rahul aamar paacha ti. Kahani padhne ke baad apne vichar niche comments me jarur likhe, taaki hum apke liye roz aur behtar kamuk kahaniyan pesh kar sake – DK